Issue-5-volume-032004-DePoWeR

What Craziness I always have the fortune to witness on the great highway on the lovely commute I travel each day. Sometimes I wonder what kind of life some of the individuals live if it's anything compared to their driving practices. Tiffany my daughter will be driving on her own later this year, a scary thought knowing your child is out among the crazies. One thing I've always emphasized to her is the dangers of speed, and always watch the road, no distractions, such as CD's, the radio, etc. So with a prayer and the hope that the advice stuck, she'll have her on car come June. Oh yea don't forget to buckle up!

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Well it was one of those days yesterday, let me tell you! I was instructed on what I should write about and what I shouldn't. There was this misconception every thing I write was somehow intended for one person, WRONG!

I often let my soul lead the way in the writing process but rarely do I ever sit down and preconceive the words I put down for the world to read. Oh and to all those e-mails and responses from all of you out there saying that somehow you understand and relate to my words. Thank you so much! It's your encouragement and response that keeps this pen moving across the pages, so keep listening and the words and thoughts will always keep flowing.

God Bless America...and me too!

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Life is full of shit that looks like chocolate. Be careful what you bite!

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...that reminds me. I remember this 8th grade home room / government teacher I had back in high school. She caught me with this great 'national lampoon magazine" you remember the issue a man holding a gun pointed at a dogs head caption reading "Buy this magazine or I'll shoot this Dog" hee...haa!!! Damn! That was so funny back then. I wish I had that one back, I wonder if she still has it. Mrs. Sharon, I think that was her name. God I miss the 80's

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The Douglas Wind!

Lost among the pines and rust color leaves protected by the dying trees and razor sharp briers stands a lost and forgotten home stead, the sound of the shutters being blown by the hollowing wind stirs ones souls to a time when the sun was warm and the sound was of the children who occupied this now deserted ground.
Rusty old water pails and falling fence post, are all that’s left of the shady sweet place once called a home, the north wind seems sad brushing through the over grown grass, as to say “I’m lonely” As I turn to walk back to my place of resting, I feel as if I’m leaving a friend behind. Again a time shall come when I will return to my own home to discover the wind as the only reminder of the happy times my family and I shared through the years. How long before the Douglas wind catches up with me?

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Do you ever take the time to write down your dreams? I seldom ever remember much about the nights adventure, but occasionally one does stick around for the next days pondering. Such a dream flashed before me last night as I slept. I'm not sure who all the charerters are but I do belive that "Timmy" was a younger image of me.

The room was dark and warm, Timmy had only been a sleep for a few minutes, but off to dreamland he was. Timmy always dreamed in his sleep, to him it was a way of traveling since he had never been more than ten miles outside his hometown he always looked forward to his night of roaming dreams.

Timmy could feel the harsh wind blowing against his face when he noticed he was standing on a very high mountain, below was the World, people and places as far as he could see, he felt tall and important like a leader. Far away voices he could barely hear but he could swear they were speaking his name. He raised his hand to his ear, when he heard them cheer!

Sometimes in his dreams he was a very important person, someone people could count on, sometimes a company leader or a rueling king, sometimes a president, and occasionally a boy of wonder. Timmy had very little importance in his real life just an average boy growing up in his average small town world.

Timmy jumped as the horse trotted to his side; and in a flash Timmy was up on and riding down the mountain, soon he would meet the people who loved him so.

Timmy had no idea but there was a little help in his ability to dream such fantastic dreams, you see, Timmy has the gift of "The Dream Fairies" these little helpers always put wild adventurous dreams in Timmy's sleepy thoughts.

Now in a room full of flowers, gold, sliver and bright red carpet his thoughts were mixed with the voices of the cheers coming from the people of the village, Timmy’s people were making him smile, how happy Timmy was at this moment no words could express the true joy and feeling in this little boys heart

The light of a new day was approaching the edge of the sky “The Dream Fairies” watched Timmy as his eyes opened, Timmy stood straight up and ran to his window, as he peered out at his world, Timmy paused a moment then said “ I'm the one, I'm really the one! ”

"The Dream Fairies" looked at one another and whispered to themselves,
“He's the one!”

Ok so it was a little weird, most dreams are, but just in case no more "Doughnuts" before bed.

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2-C-is to look.

If you look in your heart you can see the reason for the tears, if you look in your soul you will see the reason why you can smile.
A kiss is like a breeze it gently touches each of us to keep our hopes and dreams alive, to feel her lips against mine is to know my destiny

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She Stood There and Smiled!

In my vision lies the true beauty of you and the way it should be. Only my reality shatters my daydreams of pleasure as I ponder the shapes and curves of my cravings. To look only at you is to explore the inter windings of myself and to eventually fall back in to this space I call my life. So it is I who shall wait to hope and dream of our next adventurous thought together. When the moment of you catches me, I shall muster all my strength for the power of your thought captures me completely, for it is then in a time that I am yours forever !

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The rain falls

It seems as if rainy days bring much of us a sense of recollection and sometimes depression, for me a little of both I guess, but still the sound of the water drops seems to soothe my soul. I've always like the feel of the rain on my face, although I still grab something to cover up with as I head out into the storm, sometimes the storm is worse inside rather than the one which we are stepping out into. For me I guess I try and shelter myself from the storm I'm able to see clearly, wishing I could run for cover from the other.

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Just Me

Tiffany Everidge

(My Daughter Tiffany)

I am the tree standing there waiting to be noticed by you
My arms are real my heart is true; I am the flower waiting for the sun to break through.
I face the warmth of the light; droplets of rain prepare my sprit to grow
I am the clumsy dancing butterfly not really knowing where to go.
I am happy and so I'm free and my soul is content, realizing I'm nothing more than just me.

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Marketing of America.

I see all these American flags on the bumper of the many cars, trucks and SUVs on my travels to work each day, today some how it touched me a little differently or maybe deeper than all those previous times I've stared at the flapping flag arched in some ones back window. Today, I bowed out my chest my right hand stiff next to my forehead, and thought of those words we all stood in unison to say in our third grade class.

I Pledge Allegiance to the flag of the United States of America
and to the Republic for which it stands, one Nation under God,
indivisible, with liberty and justice for all
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Oh and by the way did you know "Humpty Dumpty" was pushed, oh well I still feel patriotic, now if I could just see around the flag on the car in front of me I could pass and maybe not be late for work. "Oh say can you see...

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A Snowy Daze!

Most southerners curse the possibility of the fluffy white stuff, but no not me and again I'm different. Growing up in this humid hot state I always wished for a snowy white winter and every once in awhile the clouds would let go and the soft flakes would cover the red Georgia clay. A smile would eventually creep up on the faces of practically everyone. Smiles would be all I could see a few days ago when the white stuff returned to this dusty old ground. The special times my daughter and I spend together when it snows here makes this old man feel young again, what a difference she has made in my life. If it snows at your house go outside and play, you probably don't realize how much you needed a break. I didn't!

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The Weekend Springs

The weekend was warm the hint of spring touching my spirit as the sun warmed my soul, I always enjoy the changing of the seasons, for me it reminds me of the way it feels to be alive. When the seasons become all the same it's my Belief the heart has grown cold, and soon so shall the body. My mind rolls back to previous years each time I live through a new season, as I make new memories in today the reminiscing of the past blends with the new and soon the past dissolves with the special moments of my reality. It's OK to revisit your past, just don't try and relive today what is now dead in yesterday. My body still misses her tender touch, but I shall live to feel and cherish another.What hope is lost in yesterday, brings much promise in Tomorrow.

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Staring at a paperclip laying on my office floor I'm thinking Damn! What a simple idea, you would think a idea so simple would be worth a fortune. The facts are the paper clip invented by Samuel B. Fay in 1867 was originally intended to hold tickets to fabric. It's amazing how far the little booger has transformed over the years in it's shapes and designs, from the first steel paper clip to the modern day Gem clip plastic clones, and think of all the uses from holding papers together to cleaning out ears, don't tell me you never stuck one in your ear, I know better! Rumor has told the first paper clip design was sold for just a few hundred dollars to a company gentleman by an ordinary man down on his luck needing money in pursuit of another get rich quick scheme. I love stories that make my life seem brighter and not so bad. Let's all think of our blessings and stop worrying so much on the lack of.

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You can't always take what your paying for!

Martha Stewart, Martha Stewart! Blah..blah..blah. So let me see if we're all on the same page here, Martha Stewart hires this guy to advise her on buying and selling shares of stock ok, and so he comes to her and advises her to sell a peculiar stock and so Martha takes the advise she's paying for and now she's called a liar, and a convicted felon. It sure makes me sit back and wonder what the hell are we doing to each other. It's just a shame Martha wasn't a football star, maybe then perhaps she would've had a chance in court in this country.

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Water anyone?

A bottle of purified water on the edge of my desk makes me curious, do I trust such an idea there's this surreal place where nothing but Gods nature and pure water flow over the cliff like the one pictured on this label. Sometimes I guess we all take what we see and hear to be the honest truth, for me I'm a bit skeptical to most of what I see and hear, even from myself... It's hard to trust anyone now days, or is it? Perhaps it's ourselves we question rather than those around us. I always think there's a hidden agenda to most peoples generosity. I do though have a multifunctional attitude so as not to come across as suspicious. After much thinking I know most of the time it's I who usually has agendas and not the ones of who I'm around, what a lesson and insight a bottle of water can reveal to ones life. Maybe it is purified after all.

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Start a FIRE!

Sitting outside next to a fire is something I grew up enjoying as a child, and what joy it is to share this special moment with my child, I say child buy Tiffany is nearly sixteen, it seems like is was just yesterday as we sat on the floor of our home and made shapes out of colored Play-Dough, but in reality it's been more like eight years. I miss the play-dough and laughter my puddin' would make as I made funny nose shapes out of the clay and stuck them on my face. The night is cool but the logs and limbs we've stacked on the flames make it very comfortable, we listen to the radio and talk of life and the crazy things we've heard or seen over the past week. I sit as the moon hangs overhead and the sound of the crickets and frogs sitting next to a creek in the distance washes away the stress of the working hours, Tiffany and I roast marsh mellows hanging on the end of a small oak branch, we notice other friends and family approaching. We smile at each other and Tiffany says "well that officially starts the weekend." I guess maybe I don't miss all of the yesterdays very much at times like these. Thank GOD for Today!

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You never know!

Have you Ever bought a box of 100 cotton swabs, yeah, me too, ever sat down and counted every one, no me either, but what if we've all been cheated one or two think about it. One short per box per one hundred people equals one free box, two short equals 2 free boxes of profit for someone in the cotton swab businesses, this is probably one of those people you see each year on the "most rich list" Oh! So that's how they accumulated all that money. I don't know about you but I'm counting my cotton swabs from now on. Hey you never know.

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In search of her!

Each day I feel myself drift furtther into what she is, never becoming what she wants. Too often I can't see the things she needs, but rather I see what she wants. She is there and I'm here is it possiable to be together at the same time? Life runs so fast, time disolves too quickly for the two of us.

Much of the dreams we possess are concentrated within our hearts.
Off this beaten path we travel and for which dream is it we shall pursue with most of our energy?
Too often we fail the expectations of our own thoughts, but remember it’s those dreams of the heart we accomplish most when we think we’ve failed. How amazing it would be at this moment to stand in the shadow of her smile. What does a man do with a heart, which awaits a tender touch from a warm soul? I look for the one who’ll smile at my presents and long glances across the diner table. I search for the one which could make a rose wit in the presents of her beauty, more so of the inter rather than the physical. For me attraction is about who and what not so much about what appears to be. I do dream of the one which will dream of me. Once upon a time I thought I’d discovered my soul mate but then in 2001 reality of the fact I must still continue to search was reveled to me in the form of divorce. I’ve come a long way in three years and this letter to the world is for me a giant step to become that which I’ve always known I could be, “Happy!”
So today I send off these little words to you. Well? Now my fair maiden it is up to you.

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I know little of nothing.....

 I just love those personal ads “Looking for just a friend”, hell I’m looking for just a co-signer…ha-ha! Just kidding.
As you may already know I’ve been in the creative broadcast field for more than 20 years. I have one child “Tiffany” she turned 16 this year; she is my sunshine, the light that always leads me in the right direction. Speaking of directions she’s behind the wheel and driving now and that scars the poop out of me, but she is a very cautious and a safe driver so I’m proud of her, but still nervous.
I’ve been married only once and now divorced for a little over 3 years. Which reminds me, Happiness is something we find, when we forget we lost it. My happiness is still out here somewhere; so today I continue my quest to discover the heart that can smile with mine. Is that you?
Most of my ideas and thoughts I conceive on my commute each day… hold on…Someone just cut me off in traffic again, Oh wait is that an American Flag on his bumper, well God Bless America! That was close I almost got angry there for a minute… Sometimes I guess I think a little too much and at other times maybe not near enough. It’s hard to be perfect and easy to be human. Sometimes I think I should hold the “u.s. patent” to screwing up. “Well” At least I’d be rich!
I hope my words and thoughts have spoken to you in some special way today, to convey all of my wants and hopes is not as easy as one may think. I find it easier to make you smile than to hand you my heart at first. So maybe that friend thing I see so much of on the personals is not that far off of what we all could use more of. What a blessing it would be to call you, “my friend”.

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